Plus sized

I did my make up, my hair I’m trying to pick out some clothes.

Foundation, eyeshadow, eyeliner, mascara,lip gloss I did it all for you babe.

Barettes, hair ties, mousse I’m trying to be beautiful for you babe.

Sexy top, tight jeans, matching shoes and clutch I want to look good for you babe.

I’m tweasing my eyebrows curling my eye lashes shaved my legs on account of you babe.

Taking my time, making sure I look right, so I can keep you babe.

Layering the make up to hide my flaws, doing my hair to make it curly, puting on sexy clothes to distract you from the true size I have become. Making my eyes smile when they want to cry. Making my soul laugh when all I feel is sorrow, pretending I feel confident when I feel like a child being bullied.

I’m being bullied my society that says thin is in. Pretending I’m perfectly content with my full figure. That my size 22 is better then being a 2. Agonized by constant views of plus sized women. That we are fat ugly and disgusting. That we are no better then toilet scum. I bet you wish it were that easy to be rid of us. Simply scrub the earth and be rid of us.

I am tired of looking at other women and envying that I am not their size, I can’t afford the things they can. And sometimes I even think that my man would rather be with any other one of them but me. Anybody but me.

Words are just words but once they are released you can not get them back. They are released into the air and forever haunting those who they were directed to always taunting and torturing them until they are forced to believe as others see.

Its a cruel world we live in, to make men, women, children feel less worthy among other people because they don’t fit into somebody elses standards.  It is aweful that society has put a stamp on people and if they don’t look a certain way they are not valued. It is painful to watch somebody on the brink of distruction all because somebody else is lacking something in them selves so they find fault in others.

It pains me. And I have been guilty and I have to been a victim
I will no longer be a victim. Today I will walk with my head held high and be so fierce that I would make any plus size woman feel beautiful, sexy and worthy!
I am a woman!!! Treat me as such, not by the color of my skin or the width in my hips, treat me as you would want to be treated!!!!!

ALL SIZE WOMEN ARE BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!